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Fear is the heart of love

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(no subject) [Mar. 29th, 2006|10:42 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
Okay so it's been over a month since I even put anything in here. Ahh the good ol' days of writing in livejournal eveerryy day. Pah! Those days are obviously over without a doubt.

So, uh, Lolo and me are hanging out soon because I miss her dearrllyyyy and V is moving which is LAME to the max!

I've decided I'm going to learn to dance.... and possibly play piano? Maybe Cassandra Crab will teach me?

School is going good and we're watching Ferris Buellers Day Off in science which obviously makes school worth going to. Oh yeahh I have a job at arbys... yeahhh. It's a pretty good place to work - I'm not complaining. It IS a job though which makes life suck.

I'm currently reading Hey Nostradamus. I recommend you read it! It's soooo good. It's about a school shooting. Yeah....

Kelly introduced me into the world of Dominos Pizza's breadsticks today and now I want some allll the time!! MMmmmmm they're soooo good!! Gawwsshh<333

On any rate, I'm gonna go to bed because... well do I really need an excuse?

Love Always,
Chaaaaawnnn!<3

P.S. BLAIR IT IS SO LAME THAT YOU CAN'T COME TO SEMI WITH ME! STUPID KENNEDY! ARGHH DKSGJDFHJL
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(no subject) [Feb. 26th, 2006|09:05 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
I dont want my background like this anymore... help!

Nothing new has really happened lately. It's my birthday on Thursday though!!! Yey!

FEEL BETTER ADAM!
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(no subject) [Feb. 8th, 2006|09:54 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
I really feel like laughing.. super hard... until my face hurts and my stomach aches.

Please make me laugh<3
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Just something I wrote [Jan. 15th, 2006|02:15 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
This lullaby's for you.
I'm sure it holds some kind of truth.
Like the truth of a love so powerful it could move the heavens.
Or of a heartbreak so strong it sends you through hell.
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2006|10:30 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
Chantelle and Rebecca's 30 second conversations in the hallway after fourth day 1:

Chantelle: I hate it when people say cheese is yellow.. it's so obviously orange!
Rebecca: Yeah, I know but.... yeah. Some cheese... looks... a little yellow... under some lighting.

End.

When we were having this conversation, it's such an old people conversation, that i pictured us in cardigan sweaters and golfing pants.
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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2006|07:32 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
Ring a ding ding and ring a ding dong this is how the penis and vagina get along *go penis go penis*
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All Hail the Heartbreaker [Jan. 8th, 2006|09:38 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
Nothing's new really but people get angry when I don't post so I'm posting.

Yesterday, I hung out with Kyle. I'm so lucky I have him as a friend, he helps me deal with a lot.
I'm afraid to get my ears pierced.
comment please!
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New Years Resolution [Dec. 30th, 2005|12:04 am]
Fear is the heart of love
Everyone always expects new years to have all these great things.. all these new resolutions, different people, all these changes.. Celebrating new years eve gets everyones hopes up and gives all these options hanging in the air. But truth is, there's only disappointment when they get home the next day and realize that the only thing that's changed is the date they write down on paper
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(no subject) [Dec. 25th, 2005|11:32 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
She's so much more beautiful when she frowns..

Merry christmas!!! I got a drumset and a digital camera and lots of other things that dont seem to matter at the moment!!!<333333 ahh
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(no subject) [Dec. 18th, 2005|11:48 pm]
Fear is the heart of love
With one or two I get used to the room
We go real slow when we first make our move,
By the five or six bring you out to the car,
Number nine with my head on the bar
And it's sad, but true,
Out of cash and IOU's

I've got desperate desires and admirable plans,
My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent,
Bring you back to the bar, get you out of the cold
A sober straight face, gets you out of your clothes
And they're scared, that we know
All the crimes they'll commit
Who they'll kiss before they get home.

Barely conscious in the door where you stand
Your eyes are fighting sleep while
Your mouth makes your demands
You laugh at every word
Trying hard to be cute
I almost feel sorry for what I'm gonna do
And your hair smells of smoke
Who will cast the first stone?
You can sin or spend the night all alone.

Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold,
In the shape of a heart
That they cut out of stone
You're using all your looks
That you've thrown from the start
If you let me have my way, I swear I'll tear you apart
Cause its all you can be
You're a drunk
And your scared
Its ladies night, all the girls drink for free.

I will lie awake
And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say.
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